Tossing and turning
In the late night and early morning
Trying to develop and grow the higher learning
To expand my horizons
To move beyond acquisition of social symbolism
And elevate to a higher state
To materialize that thing for which I am yearning
A burning desire
To touch, to connect with another being on the same plane
I reach out and reflect, longing for my twin flame
In my dreams, I see her often
Yet, I do not know her name
I want to experience her glow
Get caught in the path of her storm and allow that which is electric to flow
Inhale the feminine essence of her divine presence
I’d undertake a laborious mission
Cross the seas, climb mountains, forgo heaven, descend to hell just to deliver her this message
There is no wholeness in my heart
Only partialness as long as we are apart
I need her to be revealed, to appear
How far most I sail in order to be near?
Just tell me where to go
Tell me where to start
Ronaldo Gilley 